Drama

I'm not sad because they have something I might not had. I'm very happy to see them like that. I know in the future there are, maybe something beautiful, or it's there beside me but I just can't see it.

I laughed that night, I don't know why. I'm just strange with what I have said, but now .. somehow it seems likely at that night something serious happened between us and I shouldn't laughing it. I wanted to share what I know, make sure with what I doubt, and know what we each other hide. but I felt, after that night I think there are more things that we hide, we are always trying to cover it every day. Fake smiles and all things that look simple. I think there are many things hidden or we hiding. but maybe that's just me.

You say hello with a smile and say something stupid like that again. I'm still behind my mask, I saw your face and what I see? ye same. Pathetic. Spoke cheerfully, joking. and go. We meet again, you look at me, I know. You saw me like that, let me see you with someone who I assume you want. Just like that, you are great. I'm too bad.
 
You suddenly came, so I know is written there is your name, huh? I saw it. You let me saw you from behind, like that? Is that really happened? the words that you leave, then you said it all means nothing. As long as this is whether you treat me? Good, everything is fine.
 
 Almost every day you come, and what you ask to them? ME? for what? I'm just your friend, so why don't you ask your another friend?

If you want to be with her that you choose, go with her! If you're tired, that's your choice. I'm not an escape.
 
Sorry, but sometimes I'm just tired of hiding behind my mask, revealing a smile to the world and kept saying "I'm fine". I'm just a little tired of this drama.